I wish there was something I could think of to say to every person I meet, so that the one who is different will realize, we are the same. I know that at anytime someone may pass me by or see my page and just think I am like the others, or.. unique like everyone else but i'm saying I want this special ONE to realize and "know" me.. that I am different, that I am just as "alien" to the humans of this world as she... That we can go off and be together as one just us away from all. Not being one with all but just one with "us"... even the connections to friends and family still feels lonely at times... bc it's not what you feel inside that you have passion for.. You need the one who ignites your soul to feel wholeness.. just one to connect oneself to that you can be "one" with and share yourself with and be "more" than you are now... to be your FULL potential much easier than doing it YOURSELF!... Connected to the universe is easy.. I do it... I gain strength from it... but it's NOTHING compared to also having that ONE person to bind yourself with and NEVER be alone ever again. To shape your life together the way WE want it to be. To project to the universe how we need to be kept safe and never apart and the universe with both our power will hear us and help us. Or God, whichever you call it. But my point is we can be.. we can be safe with each other... TRUELY "safe" to the point at which you NEVER ever have to wonder if I would do something in your best interest... bc you "know" I would... and NEVER again feel like you have with "other" guys, where you would reveal your feelings and they would take advantage of them and get you to drop important things in your life just because they "feel" like having more "convenience" like having you not go to school or many other things just because it's easier for them... NEVER again feel torn like that... because you don't want guys like that, do you?... You want someone who you can reveal your "whole" self to and he will recipricate all of your feelings because he feels them too :) Have something "better" than everything you've seen out there... I know you are out there sitting alone at night feeling how much you wish you didn't have to go to sleep alone anymore... and picking someone just AVERAGE is NOT an option for you is it... You need someone as pure Loving as yourself. So I know you've sat there in your bed thinking about how waking up every single day is the same.. something different might happen but it still ends the same... go home alone.. with noone... by your lonesome self.. noone to call your own... noone to feel safe with... noone to be your "home"... noone that you call or go to when feeling down, that picks you up and you gather strength from each other so the hardships of life are easier to break through ;) So anyway maybe laying there in bed wishing the next day will be different is not all in vein... that you hope the next day will really be different and that you can find the one... the one who will make all the weight of the world feel like nothing.. hoping that he is out there looking for you... and he IS, he ALWAYS knew you were out there waiting for him to find you! and he was looking for you, for SOOO long, NEVER giving up, because giving up would not be just giving up on himself, but it would be giving up on YOU! and he could NOT do that! He could never give up while you are sitting there hurting wondering where he is... He is here for you waiting for you to just write him, and tell him that it's YOU... Just write him and say "the girl you speak of is ME!" Just do that... and we can have something wonderful together.. because I finally found you.. ;) didn't I :D

Bliźnięta

Studia Licencjackie

Pełen Etat

Sąd/Egzekucja Prawa

Public Safety - Civil Service - Military

od $30,000USD do $44,999USD

Sam/Sama

Wszystko Jest w Porządku

Nie

Tak - Towarzysko

Wyluzowany

Obserwujący, Antyspołeczny, Przyjacielski, Flirciarz, Otwarty, Dark

Ćwiczenia, Uczenie Się, Muzyka, TV, Filmy, Internet, Gry, Chodzenie do Klubu/Baru, Posiłki, Religia/Duchowość, Gotowanie, Kamping, Wędkarstwo/Łowiectwo, Wolontariat, Komputery

Imprezowanie, Zakupy, Przebywanie w Domu, Próbowanie Nowych Rzeczy, Filmy, Relaks, Spanie, Klub/Bar, Picie Alkoholu, Granie w Gry Komputerowe, TV, Pójście Na Koncert

First, we talk and get to know each other... Then when we know and really like each other, then we go for say... a walk in the park on a dark stormy warm windy night with no rain and just.. feel.. or just go anywhere we want to go... we decide together, or one of us has an idea and we do it. That's how it works, we are each other's partner, not one of us dictates all. I listen to your feelings and desires and we integrate both of what we want.

Przyjacielski, Ktoś Kim Chcieliby Być, Wyluzowany, Nie Mam Przyjaciół, Flirt

Duchowy, Ale Nie Religijny

Nigdy

I want to to be spiritually binded to another like myself, and activate our higher quantum levels of DNA in order to fully experience the full potential of human power and existence on this earth. I would also like to one day write a book. Oh yea, and also I like to make music with Fruity Loops Editor: I have an album of 13 songs created over the course of 3 years.

Oschły/Sarkastyczny, Przyjacielski