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Floating Away into Oblivion.
Age 43 From Glendale, Arizona - Online - Over 2 weeks ago
Man Seeking A Woman

Basic Information

I Can Speak  
English
I Would Describe Myself As  
I love punk music, industrial, ebm, synthpop, noize, metal, rock, 70s, 80s. I love black long hair, dark fashion, eyeliner, tattoos, and piercings.

I am an epistemological, moral, and existential nihilist. I do not believe existence has inherent meaning, purpose, or value. I am not an atheist though. I am agnostic and am open to the possibility of a God, but believe that if there is a God that God is still subject to the fact that existence by itself is without purpose. If there is a God then the purpose God created is a created purpose (not inherent).

I am not destructive or inherently negative. I am not inherently depressive or hateful. To want to destroy or to be negative there must be a purpose. And to me there is no purpose to destroy or be negative. It does not make sense to me. Although I believe existence is without meaning or purpose I still am aware of my feelings and the fact that I desire to live a peaceful and enjoyable life.
Sign  
Taurus

Appearance & Situation

My Body Type Is  
Slim
My Height Is  
6' 1 (1.85 m)
My Eyes Are  
Brown
My Ethnicity Is  
Other
My Marital Situation Is  
Single
I Have Kids  
Yes - Sometimes At Home
I Want Kids  
Not Sure
Body Art  
Inked All Over, Visible Tattoo
My Hair Is  
Brown
I Have One Or More Of These  
No pets
Willing To Relocate  
No

Status

My Education Level Is  
Some College
My Current Employment Status Is  
Full-time
My Speciality Is  
Computers / Electronic
My Job Title Is  
Solutions Specialist
I Live  
With Roomate(s), With Kid(s)
At Home  
All Is Calm
I'm A Smoker  
No
I Drink  
Yes - Socially

Personality

Back In High School, I Was A  
Outcast
My Social Behavior Is  
Dark, Observant, Reserved, Strange
My Interest And Hobbies Are  
Arts & Crafts, Camping, Clubbing / Bar Hopping, Computers, Cooking, Dancing, Family, Internet, Games, Movies, Music, Photography, Religion / Spirituality
My Idea Of A Great Time Is  
Clubbing / Bars, Drinking, Hanging Out With Friends, Going Shopping, Going To A Casino, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum, Partying, Playing Dress-up, Relaxing, Sleeping, Staying At Home, The Movies, Trying New Things, Tv
An Ideal First Date Would Be  
Going out for some coffee and getting to know one another better over conversation.
I've Always Wanted To Try  
Snow boarding.
My Friends Describe Me As Being  
A Troll, Cool, Obscure, Goofy

Views

My Religion Is  
Agnostic
I Attend Services  
Never
My Political Views Are  
Not Sure
My Goal In Life Is  
My main goal in life is to ensure that my kids do not live a difficult life and that I have enough money to retire before I am 60. Other than that my ultimate goal is to just enjoy the moment.
My Kind Of Humor Is  
Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Goofy, Obscure

Taste

On Tv, I Always Watch  
Cartoons, Documentaries, Situation Comedies, Instructional, Movies
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A  
Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romance, Drama, Documentary, Animation, Horror, Thriller, Adult
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To  
Dance, Electronic, Industrial, Metal, Punk, Rock, Vacuum Cleaner Noises
When I Read, I Always Read  
Fantasy, History, Instructional, Nature, Philosophy, Reference, Religious, Technical
My Idea Of Fun Is  
I like to go to the snow when it is snowing, camping, staying in a cabin, traveling, taking walks, playing with my kids (son + daughter). I also love dancing at clubs but haven't in awhile.

Looking for

What Do You Find Attractive?  
Empathy, Flirtatiousness, Good Looks, Humor, Intelligence, Passiveness, Sensitivity, Thoughtfullness
What Do You Look For?  
Honestly I am very open minded. I am open to meeting any kind of person. Although, I do like tattoos, piercings, dark/colored styled hair, dark dresses, belly dancing, eyeliner, and eyeshadow. I will say that environmental abuse, making fun of others, or insulting others upsets me. I believe in respect and kindness.
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?  
Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate, Committed
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